Ambivalent feelings: e.g. wanting but hating the opposite sex or wanting but fearing the opposite sex
Ambivalent, or conflicting, feelings about sexuality. Conflicts, mixed emotions, contradictions and fears, alternating desire and disgust. Do you want sex but feel disgusted afterwards?
Do you want to control your sex drive but you can't, so you're angry with yourself?
Do you hate yourself because of your animal instincts?
Do you find your partner sometimes desirable, sometimes repulsive, for no particular reason?
Do you feel sex is vile, dirty, disgusting?
Can't get used to the idea of sex, but want to?


