Life has become much easier, I see life more clearly, I am not buried by my emotions.
In the past, I've always taken the familiar route. Now I want a change! I'm not addicted to porn anymore! I am more confident!
It takes some getting used to:D After all, my whole life has changed.
Without outside help, you will not be able to quit! Anyone who can quit without help is not an addict, they just had a bad habit.
It's a very difficult journey and the improvement is not steady, but comes in waves.
Martina is very patient and did not learn about suffering from a textbook..
I can only recommend her!
It's the same one he wrote to me in his earlier letter:
I kiss you. One of my colleagues committed suicide. They talked to him the night before, he seemed fine. It took us an hour or two to wrap our heads around it.Afterwards I thought a lot about you, how good it was to have you. I would like to thank you for everything! For dealing with me and taking me to another reality. For sticking with me, not shaking me off. That's what the Good Lord made you for.
